So of course, not days ago, I mention how this MS is nonexistent in my life. And last night, shot night, I get a lil scare... just to keep me in check I suppose.
I thaw out my shot as normal and I'm putting the needle on, a bti shaky - it's hard! They're so small! I'm nervous that maybe I touched sterile to non-sterile, but I'm pretty sure I didn't. I'm also pretty sure that if it was complicated for people to keep clean they wouldn't allow us to stab ourselves with needles in our own homes. That shot goes in and - OW! Particularily achy... sigh*. Not new, sometimes it is, sometimes I can't feel a damn thing. But the next 30 minutes is that weird part. My right leg (shot leg) tenses up, almost numb but not. A bit tingly, but not really. And it rides up to my lower thigh. Because it happens right after my shot my head thinks "Staff infection!" I don't even really know what that is (http://www.staffinfection.net/). I know it can be bad though. So I tell Jaime - the roomie - that if it gets worse I'm going to the emergency room (oh I'm a bit anxious in my natural state... I have the worry of about 20 people built into my lil head). Long story shot - I woke up feel fine. But I felt "checked" by my MS and remembered last year, exactly this time of year I had no feeling in my left leg and I walked like I was drunk. And that happened overnight.
I thaw out my shot as normal and I'm putting the needle on, a bti shaky - it's hard! They're so small! I'm nervous that maybe I touched sterile to non-sterile, but I'm pretty sure I didn't. I'm also pretty sure that if it was complicated for people to keep clean they wouldn't allow us to stab ourselves with needles in our own homes. That shot goes in and - OW! Particularily achy... sigh*. Not new, sometimes it is, sometimes I can't feel a damn thing. But the next 30 minutes is that weird part. My right leg (shot leg) tenses up, almost numb but not. A bit tingly, but not really. And it rides up to my lower thigh. Because it happens right after my shot my head thinks "Staff infection!" I don't even really know what that is (http://www.staffinfection.net/). I know it can be bad though. So I tell Jaime - the roomie - that if it gets worse I'm going to the emergency room (oh I'm a bit anxious in my natural state... I have the worry of about 20 people built into my lil head). Long story shot - I woke up feel fine. But I felt "checked" by my MS and remembered last year, exactly this time of year I had no feeling in my left leg and I walked like I was drunk. And that happened overnight.
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