2010: new year, new decade, new ink!

2010, 7 days in and you aren't the worst thing to happen to me!

Last night I took my shot at 10pm with 3 Tylenol. Went to bed, woke up feeling just great! Which was a 180 to last week in which I took it at 2pm - planned some day drinking/socializing with a friend over my furlough - and no aspirin - I was going to be drinking - and I ended up feeling every little bit of the Avonex aftermath!

I also took my shot after getting my brand new baby. And I shared the experience with my best male friend, Joel. He's a huge Dave Matthews fan, and Two Step is one of my favorite songs of all time. Considering my new outlook on life - it's short and I'll be dead one day, it seemed most appropriate. And yes, I have a best friend of each sex and they are the most incredible people in my life.

...Celebrate we will life is short but sweet for certain...

Two Step, DMB

Say, my love, I came to you with best intentions
You laid down and gave to me just what I'm seeking

Love, you drive me to distraction

Hey my love do you believe that we might last a thousand years

Or more if not for this,

Our flesh and blood

It ties you and me right up

Tie me down

Celebrate we will

Because life is short but sweet for certain

We're climbing two by two

To be sure these days continue

These things we cannot change

Hey, my love, you came to me like wine comes to this mouth

Grown tired of water all the time

You quench my heart and you quench my mind

Celebrate we will

Because life is short but

Sweet for certain

We're climbing two by two

To be sure these days continue

The things we cannot

Celebrate, you and me, climbing two by two, to be sure

These days continue, things we cannot change

Oh, my love I came to you

With best intentions

You laid down and gave to me

Just what I'm seeking

Celebrate we will

Because life is short

But sweet for certain

We're climbing two by two

To be sure these days continue

Things we cannot change...

Things we cannot change

twenty10.

Ah, 2010. Hello you mysterious year, you. What do you have in store for me? Only time will tell.

Oddly enough, I could be typing this at 3:12pm on this Sunday afternoon and I could be dead by tomorrow morning. But with all "optimism" aside - I could make it and things could be worse!

Or better. Resolutions. Have you made one? or Three? I have had a few ideas on my mind for the past few months and am hoping that the new year will remind me of these and that I will try to consciously to myself right.

The only one that I can guarantee I will hold on to the longest is that fact that I will not let my new disease let me down. In the past 3 weeks I have mentally beaten my medicine - though it still physically kicks my ass once a week. I have been feeling slightly weak in the thighs... I haven't tossed a single pair of heels, or lost one ounce of confidence to embarrassment. And I refuse to because laughing if off will make me feel way better.

There are other things that may beat me or that I will not be able to change... my diet, my finances, my love life... but those are lifelong battles themselves for everyone. And even in the depths of lows I'll still appreciate them as part of my life, that I'm living. I hope I'm here tomorrow to keep talking about it.